this be christina
Je m'appelle Christina et je veux faire l'extraordinaire
bucket list
join the mile high club ;)
learn to salsa
watch a fashion runway show
own something from Tiffany's
learn 10 more foreign sayings
play paintball
discover our very own secret beach. and garden
go-kart
watch the sunrise by the beach, again
a part-time bartender
work in a foreign cafe
get on to DEAL OR NO DEAL
kiss & don't tell
Monday, December 21
The past few days have been somewhat random - it's been so many emotions that I swear, it's as if I'm phasing that PMS. :( Now, I'm still a bit agitated and whatnot, but, I'm okay, i couldn't even finish that sentence i don't know what i am never have i felt so empty or angry. well, not never, but it's been awhile :( i'm happy too though, so it's pretty much, retarded? ROFL i swear sometimes i feel like the most complicated girl. i can't have it black or white. it's a fucking shade of dark ash grey with subtle violet tones. there's so much of me i want to change, yet, .. past few days - had a lovely coffee catch up with dilireba! at a nice latino cafe. it was on her, so i better get it next time! :)
- skipped tutor for the above. well, spontaneously. i seriously had my books ready!
- watched avatar when i was sick :( top notch film though
- watched it with my favourite retarded people hahaha Alina, Anna, Nguyensa (L)
okay i can't be bothered finishing that. i just feel really restless? but i know that once i step off the plane tomorrow that will calm me down at the same time, i really wish i didn't have to be going i don't want to leave when i have beautifulllll friends who put a smile on my face :( but at the same time i really can't wait to leave the household right now. it's so tension-y. i hope when i come back, i'll learn to swallow my pride and deal with this well. when i come back, it'll be a new year. i'll have changed.. right? this is a pretty amateur post and look guys, this is me thinking out loud :( i can't think straight. i can't think at all. says:*ahah really *lol ur always sick when i talk to you*take care of urself moreone of the things prompting me to take care of my health! i'm going to give me that self respect i deserve. well, at least, i'll say i will. :( i need to, because in the end i feel so shitty that i don't. ugh, that's what it is. i'm feeling shitty! ROFL took so long to gather that. i had a good day though :) so random, i bumped into the random but right people. a really nice catch up with elizabeth gave me hope, and i know i'll somehow be able to tackle things next year. you just have to learn to block out certain things. prioritize. oh fuck, okay, i'm out of it :(:(:( totally devo now HAHAHA pinky promise a goodbye 2009 entry before it hits! xxo
i'm gonna miss you!
Saturday, December 19
i had a great night! considering i fell asleep after watching eagle eye this arvo and rocked up late! eagle eye was very good btw, i love shia labeouf - pro acting! but yeah it felt good to be with the grade :) esp before i jetset and other people are going away too. but good question, why don't we do it often? this felt good because we were all there of a simple purpose, nothing bitch and shit like that. cept that one point of the night where i wanted to do what alex told me to do the other day MUAHAHA.  exhilarating high ropes :) made me shit myself, like walking on a tightrope! i loved it  i found this on somebodys fb album when they went to asia. i have crazy food taste but if there's one thing i LOVE LOVE it's TARO ICECREAM :) omg it is to die for! and when asians spruce it up with shit like nuts or green worm like things - it's just even better!  somebody's hawaiian trip i found on fb. oh my god. :)) and loooookas if you wouldn't want to go that beach party looks heaps mad :) like the shit you see in american Spring Breaks i hope i go to a beach party one day! CONGRATS TO JLAM FOR GETTING HER P'S FIRST GO, ON A RAINY AS DAY!  this is cody wade, he's a sickcunt :)  this is my burnt back & saggy bikini bottoms LOL, not cool! don't mind the feet :|  this is our school captain! gooooooodnight! well it's 230 but i won't sleep just yet :D
Friday, December 18
CLICKKKKKKKKKKKKKi swear somebody said to me the other day that harry potter isn't big enough to have it's own themepark SUCK MY TOESS ASSFACE:) TAKE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE1 . Your 'ex' and you: still talk . 2. I am listening to: Tito "El Bambino" ft. Randy - Siente El Boom (makes me want to party in mexico) 3. Maybe I should: start packing for melbourne or begin holiday homework 4. I love: being out in sun, somewhere near the coast5. My best friend(s): are the few in the grade that aren't sad :) rofl. we're the ones living lives, with better things to talk about than the way somebody wears their headbands :))))) 6. I don't understand: why people can't think of better things to talk about than how somebody wears their headbands LOL okay intense issue here. 7. I lost my respect for: those girls. not that there was ever much to begin with! 8. I last ate: mum's spaghetti followed by mangoes :)9. The meaning of my display name is: i'm christina 10. Someday: i'll swim in bali and drink cocktails on the dancefloor by the beach :) watching the sun rise and set will be like opening a treasure chest!11. I will always be: i wish i could answer this one12. Love seems: very far down along the track 13. I never ever want to lose: my self respect ever again 14. My MySpace is: untouched, for several years now. 15 I get annoyed when: just when you start to trust people again, they disappoint you 16 Parties: are a great way to unwind and forget about the hsc and troubles like that! 17 great Kisses: make me weak:)18 Today I: woke up early and printed out my flight itinerary! 19 I wish: for a very valuable, enjoyable year to come! 20 I regret: not dropping down to standard at the start of the term
(x) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone elses heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone youll never forget
(x) done something youve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile (ONE DAYYYYYYY:])
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldnt stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping (proper pitching tents & bush food and that okay?!)
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you werent
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
In 2009 I
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity (BRITNEY SPEARS' TRAMP STAMP WOO)
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time (only in primary school okay? haha)
(x) became closer with a lot of people
aww i made one of my epic entries (okay lied) and then it disappeared. i don't know if i blogged about catching up with Ashley? it was on saturday and it was a major trip out because exactly one year ago, there was a wild party at the Sihapanyaxay's! her sweet sixteenth was like one night to remember, or like, one night you'd rather not remember! :) and it was all deja vu when i was in her room again. oh i miss her! it was soo great catching up, felt like old days - oh my, year 10 late night maccas runs - the talks we'd have out in patio over dessert or caramel latte frappes! i love our youth (L)i love sydney weather scorching big bright sun, then pouring rain and gloomy skies. i'm not going to complain about it, it's kind of relaxing to have rain when you're home hilarious when mum told me off the other day for going out, she was lecturing me on year 12 and how these holidays i'm not going anywhere and how i'm staying home till i go to melbourne. and i still managed to get out of the house everyday so far MUAHAHHA. felt so good to see people again! i love that about holidays :) i can't believe i tanned even more at the pools, like, my lovehandles hurt soo much LOL everytime i got wrestled i was soo pissed off. btw my ass tan is REAAAAAAAALLY bad ahaha they all looked at me and went eww! new moon the other day, sort of SUCKED. and jacob black is hot but i think his warewolf friends are heaps hotter. mmmm. but seriously why is the movie so cheesy? can't they produce anything better. like, we went home and watched harry potter 4 right after it - and every scene i was like WHOA THAT WAS AMAZING hahahah i swear, none of it felt like dickcheese. it was like pro :) and cedric diggory, helllllooo :) okay i'm going to get off and pack for melbourne or soemthing clean my room weee weeeeeeeeeee:)))) so much to look fwd to too bad i won't be partying for a long time, cos MELBOURNNNNNNE. and hopefully i have an amazing new years with the fambam. we always manage to anyhow ;) xxo  i look like a lil gangaa next to him but i still loveeee it ROFL only cheso boys have the balls :| it's like a tradition of ours  even our teachers do it.  a lame group photo of GROUP 3 (L) best group ever. can you see GUNS? haha he's wearing his mraz, cuervo tequila hat. mmMMm guns  LOVEEE these people :) aww farewell bao!   haha after hayleys mud challenge. i was dried off by then!  our year adviser and jap teacher that we lovvvve to hate. i really do love her now tho haha she can be cute!  britney concert!!  it feels like i've already uploaded this..  <3  i honestly wouldn't have done this abseiling shit if guns wasn't the one up there ROFL. gosh, i hated it :(  this was after we both got attacked with eyeliner by wog girls, and now we vow that, it's never enough ;D my camera broke & so did alina's so, hardly any photosss of our funfun places :(
Wednesday, December 16
before i forget
I FOUND THE BILLABONG BACKPACK I BOUGHT IN THE SUMMER HOLIDAYS BEFORE YR 10. I BOUGHT IT BECAUSE I WANTED A BACKPACK THEN I FULL STOPPED USING IT COS IT LOOKED GAY. IT STILL LOOKS GAY BUT I'VE DECIDED I'M GOING TO WEAR IT A LOT THIS YEAR :) and i won't buy a new sexy backpack because, i thought about all the money i spend on shit i throw away. i worked hard back in year 9/10, no way and i throwing something i paid for haahah i'm gonna wear my gay backpack:)
okay second point is, FUCK IT HURTS LOL. sitting hurts. my ass hurts. i'm sooooo tanned and burnt. i regret not pulling my bikini bottoms lower because my back tan, oh my, it ends retardedly, it ends so early!? we were in SUN from 10am - 4pm. haha i lovvvvvvved that we went so early today. i don't rmemebr the last time we met up at a station at like 8 something. and i forgot how fun it is to go with just a few girls. it was just us 3 girls today and her boyfriend and his mate. like, it was heaps more relaxing, more tanning time. i think beach is good all round! but i have to agree, meeting up early is sooooo much better than late, i mean, on sunday we didn't get to bondi til 1 something :( what a waste of perfectly good beach spots and tan times. you should've seen how SHORT the maccas line was at 10, we were soooooo pumped we made it for brekkie HAHAH and oh my i had maccas for BREKKIE, LUNCH AND DINNER. I'M NOT LYING - they were all jizzworthy meals too :)) i should stop though
and i finally bought my coconut tanning oil! and it's going to last me this summer. i'm goign to be so dark chocolate!! and omg how funny we got to the beach and got settled. within the first 5 minutes these guys came up and used the stupid-est pick up line. "do you guys have any suntan oil we can borrow? ... oh so where are you from ? how old are you?" i was like, too old for you!:) they're like how old do we look? i'm like twelve hahahah it burned them so much but funny as at the time. we just ignored them then they walked away and came back 20 minutes later and asked the girls behind us the exact same thing HAHA the only difference is that they gave him suntanning oil and he asked them to apply it for him and they fullll rubbed his back. and i was full like to the girls today, i'm not swimming at all. but i ended up going for several trips in the water and it felt HEAVENLYYYYYYYYYYYY
ilove you summer
sydney summer
bondi
booost
maccas
d&m's
bitchfests about bitches :( LOL slap.
oh
i'm upset because mum won't let me quit english tutoring. does she not understand that i'll do bad EITHER WAY. i rather her not waste money on that :( i just don't have the balls for english. i suck so much :(
oh and isn't it funny what people say? who comes running back? and people you haven't seen in awhile, 'still a pretty lady' hahah.
okay i have to go nowww :) but umm
i don't think i'm allowed to renovate my room after year 12
that sucks
that's okay
i'll do some hectic sprucing, and it'll look better :)
i should start packing for melbourne tomorrow
i know it's 36degrees tomorrow but i have to get everything organised!
happy holidays ~ xo
Monday, December 14
simply because i'm unwitty i'm reading so many blogs and entries this very moment i wonder if that's just sad but i won't stop :) i don't read them for gossip or anything, but aren't you interested on what there is to do. i'm always reading about experiences, immediately thinking Hey, I have to do that one day! and opinions aren't bad either. i realized that, when a topic's controversial and you don't agree with it - it gets on my nerves so much but in order for something to be interesting i think it does that a passionate writer! it's interesting reading different insights onto things, the different outlooks on life and heeeeeeey, everybody's telling me it's like forty degrees on thursday, perfect for beach. i just checked it and every site has been telling me it's 30 max. with showers as well! i don't know if i'll go on thursday then. i sent my phone to get fixed but the lady was being a bitch straight away she was like "liquid damage" and accused me of getting it wet saying that was the cause for it breaking even after explained what happened fuck you :( it's been wet before but that was months and months ago it was dry all day :( now i'm using mum's phone that has like really little memory so i have to delete shit to receive messages and I HAVE NO CONTACTS :( which is shitttty because i need them all holiday long. i won't even be able to send my epic Christmas & New Years texts. but i guess this is good for melbourne, it'll be like a spending detox. btw the hsc kids are getting their results in like 48 hours! or 24? i'm not sure. but it's pretty damn soon. can you imagine us here, in 12 months time? where would we be? i'll stay in sydney for them. i'm sticking close to my friends, so that, whatever the outcome is - the good, the bad - we'll be drinking over it anyway! either celebratory drinks or the sad pitiful ones. hopefully, not the latter! holidays are in a matter of minutes, so let's review what needs to be done schoolwise- think up of - have several precise ideas on my Textiles major, along with inspiration, ready for the first day back
{thursday january 28th ... :( } - go through the preliminary sped maths textbook and make sure i'm firm on my yr 11 topics :) and the recent topics we were just tested on
{btw, i failed 3u test! 40%, how depressing haha} - all the set japanese homework
- japanese booklet 7
- make notes on phrases, words, structures
- hopefully have time to complete some writing tasks (oh, i need to do jap with mell and blosia)
- english ... :/
- read pride & prejudice and letters to jane for Module A
- have an attempt at some belonging essays (actually, finishing one would be a big enough accomplish for me)
- read As You Like It and extract notes, quotes, whatever
- find my related texts for future exams
- read all my Japanese Extension work
- read through textiles notes, maybe make some of my own
- shove notes onto my wall - japanese & maths & textiles & english - chuck on some pictures for inspiration too
i need pictures of a plane, a mansion, a south pacific sunset with silhouettes on palm trees and huts. i need a list of places to go. maybe i need to shove a bucket list on my wall. - maths hw - do some chapters on the hsc textbook. (i can't believe we've only just started)
hopefully i finish all of that before i'm back in sydney. i doubt it though :( i really need to, because i want at least two weeks to relax and whatnot without a worry in the world!
playtime- dance. even if there aren't any parties to go to, we're gonna dance anyway! :)
- beach x 5 and i should be the happiest kid!
- sleeeeeeep - get all the sleep i can before term 1!
- organise my room - make everything findable (okay, how is this playtime??)
- tan my cleavage haha
and my upper thighs - maybe i should run.....
actually no,
strictly playtime :) - have dinner out in the city
- catch up with people you haven't seen in years
- drive
- spend time in alex's pool!
- go to leanne's place
- sleepover alina's (MY GOSH IT'S BEEN FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :()
- go over jimmy's ????? ffs still haven't! haha
- play a game of soccer at the park
- stop getting my arms tanned
- shop a little for essentials - dresses, sandals, a massive school backpack, folders, looseleaf papers, pens
- read all the magazines at St Albans library
- watch some one tree hill
- fairfield pools at least once
- Boooost!!!!!! make the most of my blender!
- watermelon, mangoes, lychee, watermelon! summer fruits :):):)
- lunches by the beach
- actually, let's wake up early for brekkie by the beach
- see the sunrise again
- wattamolla (i doubt we can, but let's hope for the best!)
okay, if i type anymore i'll probably be sad because i doubt i'd do all this haha. but hey, maybe sometime next year i'll be able to make a mad post-hsc, and no doubt, i'd do 'em all. all the time in the world 8) and i want to renovate my room if financially possible! xo christina
procrastinating :DD:D:D:D: dasjka
Give blood
Statue of Liberty
Learn three languages (Spanish, Japanese and German or something)
Compete in an iron man
Run the City2Surf
Give my son the sex talk
Run onto a major sporting field NAKED!
Pick up every nationality
Eiffel Tower during winter
Be an extra in a movie/TV show
Have a 24 hour movie marathon
Watch all of the Lord of the Rings
Watch all of the Star Wars
Go to a play/ballet
Go to a concert
Go to every WYD until the 2nd child is born
Get married to the one i love
Ski in the Swiss alps
Ride a bull in the USA
Go on the London Eye
Pyramids of Egypt and Aztec
Eat the worm at the bottom of a tequila bottle
Drink the real abstine
Swim the English Channel
Visit the Hershey Chocolate Factory
Swim with sharks/Great Barrier Reef
Hike all the way to Machu Pichu
Visit Amsterdam and offer a cop a drag
Go joyriding with a Police car
Skinny dip
Have a threesome GGB
Have sex with 5 different women in a 24 hour period ( no paying)
Go to a swingers club
Drive on the Autobahn (Germany)
Hit Oktoberfest
Learn a musical instrument
Have sex in public
Watch a space launch
Play poker with a pro
Crash a wedding
get a tattoo
Finding my one true love
Bungee jump in NZ
Navigate to the South and North Poles
Catch a ball in the Major League
Go to an NBA game (Orlando Magic)
Go to a State of Origin
Skydive
Mountain Bike on an actual mountain
Surf in Hawaii
Climb mount Everest by 35
Volunteer for a period over 2 months
Fly a plane
Get a tablet
Get a Nissan 350Z
Shoot a gun
Save a life
Give an organ to someone
Get married in Las Vegas
Be in space/ zero gravity
Climb the Harbour Bridge
Have a one night stand
Get arrested then get bailed
Have three kids
Join the mile high club
Get a first class ticket
Go to America's Spring breaks ( Cancun)
Go to Spain (running of the Bulls/ tomato fight)
See the pope take a picture with the current PM or a president
Have sex with a Professor
Go to a Victoria Secret Show
Go on a float at Mardi Gras
Make a porno and put it on the net
Ice skate in Central Park New York
Throw a bachelor party
i loved this, it suited me heaps :) haha
i'll chuck mine in when i have time.
the places i want to go are endless
i want to do the things you see in the movies as well
and even universal studios
Give blood is at the very top of that list, and it was on mine too but how shit that i still haven't been able to!
ROBERT'S GOING SKYDIVING. i'm so jealous!
i know i'll shit myself and such great heights, but, i definitely have to do it one day :(
oh and the other day i was getting heaps pissed off
remember our stages of supre?
you'd love that stuff in yr 7 & 8
then bag it out heaps through years 9 & 10, like bag it out soooo much and in your eyes anybody who shops there is a retarded teenyboppering slut. then eventually you grow up and get over that fact and realize that some of their things (esp basics like singlets and shorts) are okay (Y) but i can't stand people my age who still bag it out passionately as if they were cool. like stfu, just because my beach top is supre, doesn't make it ugly :( and i spent like 5$ so a bargain's a bargain okay? then they go around listing a million brands that they are 'soo over'
LMAO like if it's over, then you wouldn't be carrying on. so get the fuck over it :P
like how i am this very moment!
sigh
i've been quite the bitch this year
but at the same time, i think i'm happier standing up to people. :)
okay off now! crave chocolate :S goooodnight
Sunday, December 13
procrastinating,
got out my yr6/7 diary
and laughed my ass off
soo many things that i wrote
i'm glad i did, because it sucks that some memories are lost forever
but these, are just LOL worthy.
there were poems,
lyrics, complaints, bits and pieces stuck on
train tickets, valentinesday rose petals
i liked a lot of boys. i felt so much for an 11 year old. all i wanted to do was grow up. now that i'm 16,
all i want to do is be 12 :)
On the way down,
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
On the way down,
I almost fell right through,
But I held on to you..
i'm online to do my english homework, but unfortunately, my mind & body has been in holiday mode since the maths test was over :) cbf
i'll always cbf life's going to keep chucking tasks my way and i'll always feel like i can't i'll take my holiday for now, but i promise, i can be fucked. soon. :) rofl gross, not in that way. but you know what i mean, jellybean! i'm going to get back in the game, ready in time for term 1 - because there is no way i'm going to get too sidetracked this year. i noticed everything is passing by so quickly. we anticipated for camp for months on and it turns out, it happens like a flash. it makes me laugh how much i'm willing to put out on my formal, all that spending just to have it over in what feels like a matter of seconds! but it's all a part of us growing up :) i teared down half the pictures on my wall today. i'm going to finally use the photo album mum gave me last xmas :) i'm going to add more pages on and chuck all our photos in there. there are just sooooo many memories to hold on to. i hope that buy next year i can get rid of the photo pockets that they're in and chuck em all in albums! i still need to develop heaps more - my wall hasn't been updated since winter! yayayaya we're summer now! bondi was feeling mad as today :) even with the annoyign trackwork that took a million years to take us there. i'm so disappointed because i laid there tanning for quite awhile and my chest is still so white! jade didn't even lie down once and hers got soo dark! anyway enough mambo jumbo! goodnight world. x
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