Since working in crappy retail environment, constantly pushed and threatened to make sales - I think I know now that when I'm older, I don't want to be involved in sales. I don't want to do marketing, because for some reason it feels as if I'm encouraging consumerism. I don't like it! I don't want to encourage spending, especially on useless items. Money could be put towards so much better things :) This is way hypocritical considering the amount I've spent on useless junk - magazines, shimmering eye sticks, some clothes that I never touch. That just goes to show what a sucker I am - and how I fall for everything! I don't want to do that to people. I remember when this lady bought two elwood tees I remember her slightly shocked face when I told her it came to $120, and I felt so bad, cause when she went into the change room she was trying on $20 tees. She wouldn't have bought them if I didn't suggest them and tell her how great they looked on. I know, it's only a hundred, but - imagine putting away a hundred a week, the things you could save! My mum's my idol when it comes to saving - I wish I had that in my genes. I want a profession where I'll be helping others. Cliche, I know - but I truly do want that. Oh & I'm jealous of the ext history students - they get fooooooooood :( Mr Kwok orders pizza for them and they get to watch movies like every second week.
I watched Mell's Monster In Law. Woo, I love j.lo, she's so beautiful in every way. I don't want a massive wedding. I do want lovely scenery - so I think it's definitely outdoors. :)
I saw tash's entry, then larisa's, and i thought, when i first listened to it i felt totally different! here's my 2 cents worth
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
(it doesn't where life takes us, but all i know is, we have to part)
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
(you gave me your everything and i won't ever forget that)
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
(i should go to make it easier for both of us to let go)
Looking at you makes it harder
(i'm not over you, and feelings resurface everytime i see your face)
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
(i know you'll move on - and find somebody that won't hurt you like i did - you deserve to:))
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
(it was magical .. it was bittersweet. they totally fought with passion!)
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
(umm hello, nothing's perfect. you're tryna say, it was too good to be true?)
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go.
(I love you and I'm willing to let you go and be happy
what she said! :)
and, she'll always love you .. she just wants you to be happy even if she doesn't get to have you, lucky cunt!)
oh by the way, i'm happy that it's raining. HAHA i am. i'm agreeeeeeing with the weather now:) oh dear, what's come over me? i'm going to go look for my walkman later! i'm so povo, without a decent mp3. LOL. okay i finally put divided my bit clutter ofmaths notes. now, time to chuck like 80% of it and rewrite notes, clearly, and re-learn the concepts & formulas. it's times like these where i think, why the fuck didn't i do it earlier? haha seniors were so right! i hope i spend this week writing notes!
and wooooo enrique iglesias' sexy voice :) i love the guy
